Showing posts with label #Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #Life. Show all posts
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Poetry That Explains Me ALL !!
" Why I Love Jesus, But Hate Religion "
"Fuck I Look Like"
"Woman To Woman"
" Wife , Woman , Friend "
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Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Faded Friends
“I Love My Real Women, F_ck The Fake Hoes, I
Be Asking God Why He Even Make Those?”
-
‘Really Tho’ Fabolous
Lately
I’ve been losing massive friends, all my “best friends”, “brothers” people who I
thought I was really close to are vanishing out of thin air. But for some
reason I can’t bring myself to care? I don’t know why but I really just don’t
care.
A few
days ago me and one of my “besties” got in an argument, here’s how it all
started:
My
views on making fun of people are:
1.
Don’t make fun of those who can’t
defend themselves vocally
2.
Never go more than 5 minutes of
making fun of them
3.
Always tell them to their face
whether its nicely or mean, LET THEM KNOW
Now do
I ALWAYS follow them, not necessarily, but do I try to? YES. But these views
make my friends believe that I’m a hypocrite because “I always make fun of
people”. To call me a hypocrite is honestly
the WORST insult you can say to me (excluding racial/derogatory terms). And as
a FRIEND or a BESTFRIEND I expect you to either shut up or speak up. But she
chose to defend the person who called me a hypocrite and I found that very
hurtful. So from that day forward I chose not to speak to her anymore. Not only
because of this situation but I felt as though I friendship has ran its course
and that just happened to be the final straw for me. But she couldn’t let it
go. She wanted to make a scene and make me look like a fool!
IF I DON’T MENTION YOUR NAME
ONCE, I DON’T CARE FOR YOU !
At my
lunch period, these older girls who think they are better than others because
they wear name brand were there so I felt the need to vent about it to
Facebook. Someone showed her my rants and she basically said I spend all my
money on food, which has some truth to it. I do spend my money on food because I
love to eat. But I also spend my money on clothes and finer things in life.
That night I decided to express my dislike for her by calling her fake because
she is. Lets just say she says things about people who she hang out with that
she really shouldn’t J well whatever we exchanged
word & I said what I had to say. THAT CHAPTER OF MY LIFE IS CLOSED!
..
However a couple of days ago another one opened. One of my “brothers” from
middle school whom I had a crush on since 3rd grade to about 6th
grade texted in an angry rage because he heard that me and my best friend
Regina was talking about him. Whatever I say to one person is NO ONE ELSES
BUSINESS BUT ME AND THAT PERSON I DON’T CARE WHO ITS ABOUT. I have the right to
say whatever about whomever as long as what I say is true & whatever me and
Regina discusses is pure facts. He was saying thing in a disrespectful way so I
had to tell him off! Because of my slick mouth and quick thinking NOW he wants
to send people to beat me up (which I know will never happen), I don’t do well
with childish threats and that’s how I will always keep it. I’m pretty mature
for my age so the last thing I need is DRAMA from IRRELEVANT PEOPLE.
Lesson Learned: Chose Your
Friends and CIRCLE WISELY.
XoXo
Kamilah BJ
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Friday, January 13, 2012
Random Thought #1
Why is it so hard to live now?
Why is it so hard to find love but easy to find sex?
Why do people live for God but never seen or heard him?
Why can I lose weight or stick to my diet?
Why do I have to be slim to be healthy? Why cant I be thick and healthy?
Why does B have to be such a jerk?
Why cant B love me like I want him to?
Why ..
Why is it so hard to find love but easy to find sex?
Why do people live for God but never seen or heard him?
Why can I lose weight or stick to my diet?
Why do I have to be slim to be healthy? Why cant I be thick and healthy?
Why does B have to be such a jerk?
Why cant B love me like I want him to?
Why ..
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#random,
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I’m Not Alien, I’m Just Dark skin..
“I Knew This Girl That Was So Dark, She Was
Dark than You, Kamilah”
I never
really paid attention to my skin complexion until I was in the 8th
grade and my dean asked me “Kamilah, are you comfortable with your skin color.”
I never really paid attention to race either, I just knew that I was Kamilah
and I liked rock music watching MTV and dancing like I have no rhythm what so
ever (I still don’t but who cares). Point is it wasn’t until I go older that my
skin complexion or even the fact that I am a black female became the topic of
discussion.
Lately
I’ve been getting a lot of... Chat about me being dark skinned which has been
bugging me.
Why should my skin
complexion separate me from other people?
And its not really just me, a lot of males in
New York City find light skinned females very attractive and they even take it
a step further and have #TeamLightskin vs. #TeamDarkskin and that makes females
insecure (I don’t care what you say it does make you insecure) by asking
whether they are brown skin or dark skin. & a female will be damned if you
dare to utter the word “your dark skin” to her. She will insist that shes brown
skin. Whatever happened to the days where we were all happy that were black? It’s
so hard to find people who haven’t been brain washed with the idea that if your
dark skin you’re not accepted, & if your light skin you’re better then
everyone that’s not your complexion
Wake UPPPPPPPPPP!
Stop the ignorance
We
are all black we are all brothers and sisters and we shouldn’t be divided by
skin complexion, we should be united under the idea that we are all black and
our ancestors are from Africa (yes idc what you said if your Black YOUR ANCESTORS CAME FROM AFRICA!!!)
XOXO
Kamilah Badiane
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Tuesday, December 27, 2011
New Year Resolution '12
Hey everyone :*
Kamilah here and i've been thinking .. I want to have New Years Resolution for 12' because in 11' I feeel like ive matured and went through enough to make some new changes in my life, boys, girls, friends, college, weight loss, dieting, habits the works !
I believe thats new years give you a new rap sheet to work and build on , so next year ima try to work on mines. I want to burry all my mistakes and refocus my focus on brighter horizons. Idk lately i've been thinking, but blaah <3 Me & Kenya will be posting our New Years Resolution UP SOON! Also the best of _____ 2011 list :) LOOK Out :*
XOXO
Kamilah -
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#2011,
#Dieting,
#Kamilah,
#Life,
#WeightLoss
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Saturday, December 24, 2011
MerryChristmas&HappyNEWYears
HEY EVERYONE :)
Just want to be the 1st here at She Explains It All <3 to Wish You ALLL A Merry & Jolly Christmas , Appreciate Your Love Ones & Family Members Never Forget Who You Are & What You Stand For LIFE IS TOOOO SHORT FOOOL :*
_ xOxO
KeNYa & kAMiLah <3
Just want to be the 1st here at She Explains It All <3 to Wish You ALLL A Merry & Jolly Christmas , Appreciate Your Love Ones & Family Members Never Forget Who You Are & What You Stand For LIFE IS TOOOO SHORT FOOOL :*
_ xOxO
KeNYa & kAMiLah <3
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#Life,
#New Years
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