Friday, September 10, 2010
How To Get Over A GUY In 21 DAYS.
Remember my rant about the guy whom I was madly deeply insanely in love with ? THAT'S NO MORE. I was listening to Ciara Never Love You, and I realized; IF IM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM THIS FAST AND HES NOT IN LOVE WITH ME then HE WILL NEVER LOVE ME. I have been in enlightened. I've been blinded by love and it was good, but come on man pack it up -__- Having me stressing over you isn't good L be a man about yours and tell a girl how you really feel instead of having her stress you as if this is a GAME. I'm happy like this J
Sunday, September 5, 2010
The Greatest Invention Since TV
THE BLACKBERRY <3 Regina was SO right idk what to blog bout it L
-Kamilah x3
Friday, September 3, 2010
Pursuit of Happiness
I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shines aint always gonna be gold. – Kid Cudi
I feel horrible for my gal, Kamilah L feel better love <3 Its Kenya here though , sorry I have been ghost. It hard to come out when yourself is under so much burden and sadness .. my advice to Kamilah is just hang in there babes J he'll come around eventually maybe something is just happening to him or maybe he feels as if you guys are in a rush and this is his method of slowing you down :] think positive I always tell you not negative :-* and if he does or is treating you like this for no reason (knowing ANGRY, he is probably going through it) then later hes gonna come back . Member what he said , & please stop watching and listening to these sad movies there throwing me off.
Now To entertain YOU GUYS J
School is AROUND THE CORNER in NYC , Am I Excited ? Kind of, I just wish this was my Junior Year so I can attend my dream college :] This year however, I've been blessed with an internship at a parenting website (we writers have to start small.) I will be blogging about my experience there and all that other good shit. Also in a few weeks I will defiantly (hopefully) get a volunteer opportunity at the library (hoping that leads to a job.) YAY ! I feel like life is starting of on the right foot. Kamilah will be blogging about the volunteer experience though, since that whole geeky learning working gig is mostly her part take.
KENYAs BACK BITCHESSSSS J
KenYA West :) <3
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Heartbreaks & 808s
flag. And honestly I do like him J with me however I am a complicated female. I played the "beat around the bush game" because I was scared of his thoughts on me. Most recently however, I realized the kind of person I was getting into. He's very TEMPERMENTAL. His temper will be his down fall. His honest and smooth talk is his upside however. I met him on Monday. I'VE NEVER Been sooooo HAPPY To See a Person In My LIFE & People he was AS GOOD as GOD He's like the BUNDLE of JOY ive been telling Regina About :] He was well spoken, sweet, funny, well dressed, didn't curse, didn't make me feel uncomfortable and all the AWkWARD silence we had I would stare at him and smile .. RED LIGHT !!!!
He made me feel like NO other boy has made me feel in my entireeee life and he was just the best. BUT with every boy comes a FLAW – this is why me and Kenya tell you these things. So you can be politically well aware of your SURROUNDINGS. As I went to Reginas House I Decide to Text Him. Casual convo, how are you blah blah blah what your doing blah blah blah etc. etc. yadadada. When I finally reached home I decided to text him:
Im Home BTW J
To which he responsed:
Okay.
EVERYTHING Seemed pretty normal and harmless until this happens.
Me: ".. I mean YOU as a PERSON Your PERFECT "
His Response: "Lol. Im a talk to you later"
That Ladies and Gentleman is where EVERYTHING Spiraled Out Of CONTROL. I waiteddd, prayed, and hung out. No text. I Let A DAY Go By before I Finally Texted him and it was .. Different. Usually Our Convos are PERFECT and Happy And LONG but his responses were short, dry, and meaningless. I thought maybe I said something wrong maybe it was me. But its not.. IDK folks. You think you meet Mr. Perfect when it comes down to it they always have a flaw. Regina says to give it time.. and maybe that's more healthy for me. Maybe that's how its suppose to be. But my thoughts and my heart is focused on him. I cant sleep without praying that MAYBE he wrote to me but I let my hopes up. I refuse to say im in love. As a form of Therapy I have deleted his number out of my phone so I wont be able to get my hands on it until he calls or text L
IVE GOT IT BAD ..
I Havent felt Kenya West presence in the last couple of days I can see her in my thought but I cant feel her..
KENYA WEST , PLEASE , EXPLAIN THIS TO ME .. IMY
What do you think ? Should I Really Wait Like Regina Said? Am I Trying to Forget Him Properly, or Am I Doing Too Much?
HOPELESSS WITHOUT KENYA ,
XOXO KAMILAH <3
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
A Frigggin GENIUS !!
If you have the opportunity to play this game of life you need to appreciate every moment. a lot of people don't appreciate the moment until it's passed.
- Kanye West
All The Idols Me and Kenya Couldve Had, We Choosen Mr. Kanye West ( Kenya is Kanye Switching The A & E ) . :) Hes a Genius. He's Honest and Cocky. And His Music are instantaneous hits ! basically we love his swag and music J CAN WAIT FOR THAT ALBUM Ye'
(were experiencing some writers block. creativity due soon.)
-- KAMILAH xoxo,
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